Awake the Secrets - Cloverfield Lyrics

I'm alone in this wasteland feeling the scars of destiny
And the reasons why am I here
Laying on this field of clovers, surrounded by nothing
Laying on this field of clovers, surrounded by nothing
But frozen souls of those who were predestined to die

I can't leave, I'm getting eaten by the groud
But the bites of homesickness wound harder, wound inside me
Get me out of here, free me from this torment
Kill me if there's no way out

Deep beneath me
Rest my hope

Deeper and Deeper
Lives my future

This is my payback
Dying on clovers

Is this what I deserve?

Is this what I deserve?
Dying this way

They treated me as a puppet
But they cut my strings
I lost control on my self

I did this against my will
I wasted all these years

I'm not fool
This is enough

F*cking enough

They send me through the Styx, below their feet
They should have died, they should have fought their battle
Not me