It's just a hobby
Vibes feeling right ye
Feel so alive ye
Feel like I'm on top of the world on this night ye
Stars shining bright
Darkness into light
I remember all those times I didn't feel all right
And I've been trying to find that place that I used to feel alive in
And I've been crying all these years now I finally feel like smilin
I'm tryna find myself all day but the pains in the way plz just take it all away ye
Im afraid my spirit gon break, I dont know If i can take, anymore of this pain ye
Tired of da pain
Spent too long been hiding away
Knew I was lost when it felt the same
Baby I'm back I'm on top of the game ye
I be running the game
Crazy that they know my name
Stay locked in wont let the fame
Change that boy who wrestled pain
And Took his checkbook out the safe
And every dollar he had made
Just Hoping that he'll be safe
From all the thoughts inside his brain
Cuz all they do is suffocate
His happiness and make it fade
But he won't ever walk away
Cuz he knows one day he'll be great
And I've been trying to find that place that I used to feel alive in
And I've been crying all these years now I finally feel like smiling
I'm tryna find myself all day but the pains in the way plz just take it all away ye
Im afraid my spirit gon break, I dont know If i can take, anymore of this pain ye
Sometimes I fear
Even after all these years
I'll fall right back
In and I won't see a smile in the mirror
I been working hella hard just so that I can make here
Put my troubles in the rear
Wipe away those painful tears
I was far away from here but I'm glad that I finally found the way back
When I look Into the mirror I can smile and I aint gotta fake that
And I've been trying to find that place that I used to feel alive in
And I've been crying all these years now I finally feel like smiling
I'm tryna find myself all day but the pains in the way plz just take it all away ye
Im afraid my spirit gon break, I dont know If i can take, anymore of this pain ye