August 25th, 2015
Yeah
Dear Diary, I turned 18 today
And I broke up with my nigga
Cause he been pressuring me
And pressuring me to f*ck
We ain't even in love
Like what the f*ck be wrong with niggas
But it's okay cause I been spending time
With somebody that don't rush me
(Damn that nigga fine as f*ck)
(Shit)
I feel like somebody
And he make me feel safe
But you know how these niggas be
I feel like I'm on a high
I'm just waiting on the fall
I ain't got no respect
If you can't let me down
Let me down to my face
I been grieving for so long
Cause you felt just like home
And now I'm forced to roam
Even thought about bringing you home
I ain't gone lie boy I still think of you
But movin on is what I must do
I should've known you were never no good
I sat at the edge of my bed confused
Like what's the point in even tryin
They be in then they not
My stomachs turnin at the top
I ain't gone survive this drop
You ain't make it easy
My wounds open
They bleedin
Face first on the pavement
You f*cked up sparin my feelings
I promise I won't fall, fall
(Fall again, again)
Fall
No, I can't fall a-
No, I won't fall again
Can't fall again
Won't fall a-
No, I can't, I won't
Swear I won't