Bridge To Solace - In The Shadow Of Death Lyrics

Speechless I lay down my head.
Shaking from this feeling of emptiness.
Every f*cking time I try to create definitions of what my missions are, and why are we brought to this world when the end result is totally f*cked, I choke for air, and tears flow like bleeding rivers from my eyes, down my cheek, ending where once I will lay.
I can never find words to express that how I feel being totally helpless, and alone with this, but I just can never stop worrying about this, even if I end up, and become f*cking nothing, just like everyone else will.
Well, I guess, this is natural order, well f*ck that.
And what makes it scarier, are all the people who just try to cash in on this, all those people waiting for it.
No f*cking dogmas can save me, no f*cking higher power can save me.
Just myself, and my creativity, all the things I care for, and all the people I just love for being here.
And f*ck, this is why it hurts, this why it hurts.
All the things we lived for, are just going to be f*cking nothing.
Just like you.
Just like me.
But these are our catalysts to keep us going on and on and on and on and on and on and on.
I can never find words to express that how I feel.
F*ck, I just can never say goodbye.
I hate to say goodbye, it's unfair to say goodbye, I don't want to say goodbye.