Babielinny - tales from the big stall Lyrics

Good morning
Well not quite this one
There's bags under my eyes
And the scratches on my thighs
They start to bleed
And then scab over
Don't need to hide it from my friends
Cause I can't seem to find any of them here

And the bathroom smells like weed
Blink fast so the tears run back
And maybe one day I'll be so lucky
To wake up one day and not be me
But not yet
It's been an hour since I said I had to leave

Just shut up wipe your mascara off your cheeks
Everyone will think you're fine if they don't notice you've been crying silently
While playing games on your phone
You won't throw up again
Even though it feels like you have a parasite

And the bathroom smells like icy peach
I wanna write a song where I get to scream
And maybe one day I'm so hopeful
That I'll wake up one day and be normal
But not yet
The janitor needs to clean the stove

I really don't wanna miss another test
Even though I am aware
That my best is not the same as everybody else's best
Are they talking about me
Asking why somebody's crying so loud
And maybe one day I'll wake up and it'll all be over

But not yet
I don't wanna be in this bathroom anymore
Not yet
I got two more years cause I am just a sophomore