First I lost you, now I'm into drugs
Pop this, take that, an another one
All I ever wanted was to be yours
But I'm so sick and tired of this fake love
Then I took 8 pills, just to slow time
Then I find myself stumbling down a grapevine
I don't know what I should do anymore
Guess I'll take another one, hope to feel fine
I can't feel my face and I can't f*ckin move
My vision getting kinda blurry, start to turns blue
And I'm sitting here confused in my own thoughts
Knowing now, I can't feel all 'cause of you
You ever feel so lost that you feel alone
Man I took to many pills, I am so cold
You ever get hurt till you can't feel
Thought our love was real tight, cold steel
I ain't ever had a place I can call home
I ain't never had nobody I can run to
I ain't ever have nobody really love me
And that's probably why I don't know how to love you
I ain't ever had a place I can call home
I ain't never had nobody I can run to
I ain't ever have nobody really love me
And that's probably why I don't know how to love you
But it's really hard to think about you
Can't breathe
Can't eat
Can't sleep we the perfect two
But they all say I lost myself tryna find you
But I'm not me unless I have you
Look, I don't want to go through it no more
Just take my life, kill me, so I can sore
Too many pills, f*ck love, f*ck life don't want to live no more
Aye
Aye
Just as Im caught, I thought, and thought again
All these bitches sloppy, with toppy, they call they friends
Uzi, with extindo, glock 9, call that a trend
Bitches with they titties and nippies, they hittin send
I'm back on that neck though
All these bitches claim that they not like my past hoes
I find out a week later that you f*cked on my lil bro
Bitch don't you lie, yes you are k with the jones
Aye
I ain't ever had a place I can call home
I ain't never had nobody I can run to
I ain't ever have nobody really love me
And that's probably why I don't know how to love you
I ain't ever had a place I can call home
I ain't never had nobody I can run to
I ain't ever have nobody really love me
And that's probably why I don't know