C'est la vie
Is this really my life
Am I fighting to survive
Or just killing time until I die
No second chances
Constant second guessing
Try to remain in my skin
I think my thoughts are trying to take me out
Part of me fears it
Part of me hates this
Sometimes think I'm too late
Cos part of me likes it
Can't trust myself
Can't trust anyone else
An attempt to connect
Becomes a pariah
A void in my chest
I feel it pulling me in
Imbibe every substance
It cannot be killed
Like kissing cannibals
A fool would slip the tongue
A crowd of voices
I don't know exactly what they want
Been trying hard to reach myself
I'm sending messages in Molotov cocktails
Who's the celebrity inside the burning limousine
It's haunting
It's playing games
It knows what it wants
It requests me by name
A marathon on sleeping limbs
I hate what it's made me
I hate what I've become
God damn
Like kissing cannibals
A fool would slip the tongue
A crowd of voices
I don't know exactly what they want
Been trying hard to reach myself
I'm sending messages in Molotov cocktails
Who's the celebrity inside the burning limousine