Bae Arthur - Walls Lyrics

I look in the rear view and I still see you
I never saw this cause you shoved me out
I took some time to find myself
But I'm still searching cause I have no one else
You never had to say I was an "accident"
Your actions said enough and I knew what they meant
I've tried so hard but I couldn't forget
You say you loved but you didn't know what that meant
I've been running for so long
I couldn't help but build all these walls
It's hard to think that I was wrong
Now I'm buried under all these walls
I've been running for so long
I couldn't help but build all these walls
It's hard to think that I was wrong
Now I'm buried under all these walls
I feel a lot warmer when you're not around
And I can see things clearer when I'm not looking down
I'm smarter now that I have freedom to think
And I can use my voice now that i'm able to speak
You never had to say I was an "accident"
Your actions said enough and I knew what they meant
I've tried so hard but I couldn't forget
You say you loved but you didn't know what that meant
I've been running for so long
I couldn't help but build all these walls
It's hard to think that I was wrong
Now I'm buried under all these walls
I've been running for so long
I couldn't help but build all these walls
It's hard to think that I was wrong
Now I'm buried under all these walls
Oh I know I should let this go
(But I can't go back)
Yes I know I should let this go
(But I don't know how)
I had to end myself just to understand
I just wished you would understand
I've been running for so long
I couldn't help but build all these walls
It's hard to think that I was wrong
Now I'm buried under all these walls
I've been running for so long
I couldn't help but build all these walls
It's hard to think that I was wrong
Now I'm buried under all these walls