Baeb - If It Makes You Happy Lyrics

Panic attack
Heart beating fast
There's a hole in my chest from the knife in my back
My demons will kill me, rip me to shreds
I can't shake this feeling, it's all for the best
Each time I know exactly how it went bad You won't look at me the same and I regret that
We've been through so many time and I miss that
And I used to want to lie but I quit that

Put your life on this
Would you like to spend your whole life like this
If it makes you happy than it really can't be that bad
And if it makes you happy why the f*ck are you so sad

Impatient I be
I need to find a new location to breathe
Smoke in my lungs might just cure my disease
When the thoughts in my head said that they'll never leave
I want my soul to be relieved
I'm not who I wanna be
And now I wanna leave cause I saw her in a dream
And I don't know what that means but I'm starting to believe I'm right

Put your life on this
Would you like to spend your whole life like this
If it makes you happy than it really can't be that bad
And if it makes you happy why the f*ck are you so sad