[ Featuring Corey Calabasas ]
I'm the coldest winter ever in your life without a doubt
I'm a faker i don't know it im a clown without the clout
I'm a joker mixed with christ i wish for things i can't get
Things i'll never have like her heart and other shit
I'm a demon I'm an angel
It depends on who you ask
I'm the sip of whiskey waiting in the bottom of the flask
Unsuspecting in appearance
Put a check beside the task
Breaking hearts is a profession when they're always made of glass
About how i cant feel this shit unless im honest
Hollow bars searching for christ on holy crosses
Hollow hearts searching for love from barren bodies
About how i cant love myself ill say im sorry
And I, keep holding on to something dead
Skeleton's hand reached out and grabbed my neck
Threatened to strangle the soul right from my lungs
A ladder up to heaven I climbed the golden rungs
Mind screamin' cuz you are all that i been fiendin'
But know if i commit i'll be weak dreamin of cheatin
And shit i never gave you flowers like i said i would
I remember how surprised i was when you said i should
Take you if i wanted you i want to wait to f*ck
Even though im impatient i want to wait to love
And now see soul and in pain like it's not for body
Can't see soul if it's saved like you naughty naughty
I've been a saint
And it doesn't make a difference
Tried to bare my conscience
But everybody listens
Barren witness
Marked it on a hit list
It's a sickness
The way I'm steady with this
I'm on beast mode
The goat
Got your girl she deep throat
Free throw
Freak show
They jumpin' out their seats bro
Rep my life religiously
Scopin' out they're missin' me
Worship twice on bended knee
Rolled the dice cash in for free
So I shed my exoskeleton is off
And it takes all my focus it wasn't my fault
I go left right left right no we shouldn't talk
And I risk my sanity if you don't wanna f*ck
And it's sad the way she shatter me this dream is in my mind
Talkin hoe not a model and she told me fall in line
It's like everytime we go she test me just to get a rise
So I go.
Only just to start a fight
