Balance - famiily first Lyrics

Hello
We ask you to gather around here with us
To make a JSP
Just Sum Prayer
We're listening
And we're here to hear you

Take a picture, catch the moment
Life ain't guaranteed
Emotions I don't show 'em
Is it safe for you and me?
Feels like I'm glowing
Is it me who has been chosen?
I pray someone to save me
Lord I'm here, and I've been waiting

They need me
My family, my friends they all need me
Do I ask too much, am I needy?
If I bleed for them, am I really bleeding?
I swear I'll never be greedy
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Kidz at home, man I been praying


They don't really hear what I'm saying, they don't know what I'm talking 'bout
They don't know the grind, they don't know the struggle, but I promise, ima make my momma proud
Ima make you proud
Ima make you proud
Amen


Yeah
Talkin' to my demons like the devil on the board
These boys swapping fits, wont tell nobody you can't afford it
Tone whip the wide body 'cause all these bitches come in fours


I done done it all, I gave 'em boys too many chances
Catch bags in the O, I'm worthy, like I play in Kansas
Cranked up going overboard, like Tone get the T chain, bitch it's over, boy
Gang did it first like SouljaBoy
Free J put the pen, he a soldier, boy


JSK shit
Ever since J booked, I been tripping
Started watching how bros moving different
Some the fam now stay for a wishing
You ain't shit if your mom don't get glistened
It's family first, it ain't up for decision
Is you off of a perc? 'Cause my brother you tripping
You 'possed to be fam, why you make me indifferent?


The shows all lit, they don't want me to book
I'm really a goat, they don't know what it took
Me, Wrat on the road, take cash like a crook
What they got going on right now? I never had looked
They laugh in my face, yeah they out looked
I get me the paper like I write books
We city to city like I ride trucks
Made a plan on the bus to make my wrist bust


Bust (I'm finna perk up, she bust)
Bust (stomp)
Bust (stomp, stomp on my diamonds, they crushed)
Bust
Bust (lil baby a sinner, she lust)
Ah
He think he the shit but he flushed


J- JSK sh-, J- JSK shit (woo)


Talkin' to my demons like the devil on the board
These boys swapping fits, wont tell nobody you can't afford it
Tone whip the wide body 'cause all these bitches come in fours


I done done it all, I gave 'em boys too many chances
Catch bags in the O, I'm worthy, like I play in Kansas
Cranked up going overboard, like Tone get the T chain, bitch it's over, boy
Gang did it first like SouljaBoy
Free J put the pen, he a soldier, boy


Despite all the chaos, I was searching for some peace
I shouldn't feel at home amongst the murders and thieves
But I do anyways, because I stay on Q's and P's
Pops was a pimp, then he turned into a priest


Don't sign deals with the devil, 'cause that shit is not a lease
I don't heard a lot of people did some shit you can't believe
But was it all in vain 'cause no one steppin' like me
I done slipped many times, disturbing my lonely


Life fast, money, that is my addiction
The shit I write down is real life, not no fiction
My peace and my sorrow
I'm in love with the friction
Locked behind bars right now is my restriction


Always on go
First to slide with the quickness
You wasn't present in the funk, through the thin and the thickness
Pulled a lot of skits and caught wave because of slickness
Closest ones tryna smudge your jealousy's a real sickness


In misery, there's euphoria