Waves Video (MV)

I've been through so many things
I'm not talking about any wedding rings
Reminiscing about these emotions sting
Now these thoughts
In my mind have me questioning
The love and the trust
And the pain it brings
Got me thinking
There's much more than suffering
These hopes and these dreams
Got me wondering
What the future involves me entering in
Getting caught up in my feelings
Gives every other day a new meaning
I try to stay blessed
But it's causing stress
Always think I know best
When I'm put to the test
Why am I always so proud
Half of the time
My head's lost in the clouds
Searching for the right answers
Thinking I'll find them all on my own
Sometimes I act like I'm non-existent
Honestly feeling so insufficient
Afraid of standing out to be different
Dragged down by my predicament
So that's why I've put up a front
To protect myself
In order so others can't stunt
If you were the one
And you felt this way
What would you say
Would you feel the same

So I'm feeling these waves
I don't know how to behave
I'm craving to break
Away from my cave
Away from the cage
Away from disdain
Alive, I'm awake
Now I need to be brave
No more hiding away
Just cus I'm feeling these waves
Just cus I'm feeling these waves

It's taken me time
To stop being stupid and to realize
The ups and downs I've faced
Have taken me to a better place
The friendships I've gained
The family I've made
Is plenty for me to embrace
I can't even lie, I'm so amazed
At the way that I've been blessed
Like multiple times
Like multiple months
Like multiple ways
Like multiple days
What is there to say
Nothing except
There is no limit to how much my life has been saved
Hurray, today's the day
That I'm feeling remade
All I can do is praise
I'm on a brand new wave
Don't care if that sounds lame
Don't try to dissuade me
Just cus you ain't me
You get what you give
I know that you'll blame me
Does that make you shame free
Trust me when I say
That you can't take me
Away from my Father, away from his side
Yeah, he'll always provide
Yeah, he'll always preside
So I'll always confide
Look on him with pride
He gives me piece of mind
So I'll stay in my lane
Keep my heart sustained
And keep praising his name
I won't use names
As a claim to fame
I know that my life
Will never again be the same
But here I am
I don't need no 'gram
Just need to be open
And let myself get broken
Been told to release my devotions
Yeah, but before that
The priority is a need to be woken

So I'm feeling these waves
I don't know how to behave
I'm craving to break
Away from my cave
Away from my cage
Away from disdain
Alive, I'm awake
Now I need to be brave
No more hiding away
Just cus I'm feeling these waves
Just cus I'm feeling these waves