BRANDON
You need to stop gettin mad at yourself
And put some more work on the shelf
You got a few people waitin' on you tryna see your next move
But instead you wanna damage yourself
2019 'bouta be a certain year
Learned alotta lessons that'll make my heart hurt
If you talkin' to a girl then you get her number first
Not a couple friends that'll make your CHANCE WORSE
I gotta problem tellin' people 'bout my problems
And if i never tell you YOU the one that prolly caused em
Don't be asking "what had happened?" if you ain't respondin'
That's the type of thing that get you out of my response list
That's the type of thing that tell who is and isn't there for you
I really hate the phrase "Life isn't fair to you"
'Cause if it is YOUR life that you're caryyin'
Don't you gotta choice to try to make it even better then?
I've been working harder than I ever been
I been gettin sicker so I use alotta music like it's medicine
I'm gettin hyped up on the adrenaline
Job had it all but he prayed even when he lost everything
I've been livin hot
But it's so cold
I've been takin' hits like I'm shooting out my life in a go-pro
Don't know
Where the time go
I don't need a lot to make another episode
Don't you know I made this on an IPHONE
I don't got a lot but all I got is all I need
Because I noticed everybody's got a thing they put aside
I notice you don't need a lot of people
Just to make you feel a little because even avocados made me cry
Don't tell me what to do 'cause I am not a person
That'll listen I am never good at taking people's good advice
I wanna be the best that I could be but I could never be
If I don't even take the time to TRY
I am not a fan of kissin' up to famous people
I don't care if you got a 110k on your IG
Who would I be tryna make a friend of mine happy
If they don't even wanna be around me
Man, I've got an album comin' soon
A film to produce
Drawings I could use
And a God to pursue
I ain't worth anything 'cause I'm worth more
That's why they comin' for my soul
It's a Turf War