Barz_attacks - Misunderstood Lyrics

I cannot think without my open and release
I cannot breathe without the feeling of a breeze
I will not chill unless my mind is at ease
I will not relax until im blowin on them trees
Every one in the world can take a look at me
It would not phase the, as I'm born to be
Staring at the center, its the center of the universe
Im always speaking from the heart, your dude is truly unrehearsed
I know it's hard to speak it, but improving is the verses
Reason being is the practice and the practise makes it perfect
So I'm struggling to make sure that I'm always doing something
Whether making music promoting, posting gotta keep it going
And my children getting older, yeah they really getting big and
I'm barely looking down when I'm staring at my kids
Looking forward to a future, does the future give a shit, no
And it's not about the past
I care about the future
The pain it won't last
Emotionally I'm super
Do you want to try
Just open up your heart, no lies
Release all the pain you feel inside
I will not be, the person that you want me
I will not fake, the feelings deep inside me
Let's manipulate the world around us
Try not to hate but its bound to happen
It's bound to happen

Times past
Times spent
Time is not ending
My shit gets twisted
Are you even listening
Joking and kidding
We swimming
We drowning
I don't think I can survive
Times past
Times spent
Time is not ending
My shit gets twisted
Are you even listening
Joking and kidding
We swimming
We drowning
I don't think I can survive