Barzen - Don't Feel a Thing (feat. Anna Fields) Lyrics

Lately I've been moody
Thinkin' bout what I been doin'
A f*cking storm is brewin'

I'm stuck in a rut, no luck, no f*ck to give
Tryin' to be positive
Need a reason to f*ckin' live

Poppin' a random pill
Don't really wanna feel
Mind racing like I'm Rico

What's giving me the will
To score with some whore that's out the door
What is it for

She don't love me
She just lonely
But I'm the same
Nothin' will change
Searchin'

Lonely as shit
Dressin' well in the fit
But it's not enough
Still lack the security
I'm still so worried
He says you'll make it surely

I'm in so much pain
No one feels the same
Stuck in the pourin' rain
My life's a f*cking game
Feelin' all this shame

When runnin' in circles
Sippin' some purple
I don't, feel, a thing

I've struggled with addiction
My whole f*cking life
Simple as that
Cid, coke, and shrooms
Yeah those sufficed
Anything that, could get my hands on
Got my Xans on deck, I'm a wreck
Blowin' through a check
Protect the effect
Didn't realize the effect till later
Eighteen at rehab, confess to my Dad
What I was doin'

I'm in so much pain
No one feels the same
Stuck in the pourin' rain
My life's a f*cking game
Feelin' all this shame

When runnin' in circles
Sippin' some purple
I don't, feel, a thing

I'm loopy, acting kinda goofy
Mystery like Scooby
Texas tea, forget how to breath
I'm bout to OD, won't see twenty
Drinking Henney, no chaser
Mix a bus and some lean like a Laker
No one faker, than old friends
Oh shit, my life might end
Full send, do coke , choke in smoke
Stay woke, I'm asleep
Black sheep, that's me

Racin' like a track meet
Cope with some dope, no hope
F*cked up my psyche, highkey
I'm f*cked up nightly, rightly so

I'm a joke to my friends
How can I be content
I'm not living honest
Toxic in the process
Stress is feeling excess
I really should smoke less

I'm so numb to the pain
I don't really feel a thing
At the moment, I'm broken
It's the opponent, I'm a misfit
I'm fine, I own it
Psychotic, need a, narcotic

I'm so numb to the pain
I don't really feel a thing
At the moment, I'm broken
It's the opponent, I'm a misfit,
I'm fine, I own it

I'm broken, I'm dying, not lying

I'm in so much pain
No one feels the same
Stuck in the pourin' rain
My life's a f*cking game
Feelin' all this shame

When runnin' in circles
Sippin' some purple
I don't, feel, a thing