What can make me change my mind
Make me forget time and not rewind
I forget so much of what is said
It's like I met new people at every doorstep
I slept through history
Just a few things I can't forget
I won't let it get to my head though
I ain't gonna die now
I dreamt that I was at this party
I wasn't hardly alone
I meet someone new all the time
It made me stop for a minute
I can't stop crying and it wanted me to stay in it
I think I resent so much that it makes me afraid
That no one will love me
I just want to pray
I just lay around all day
Same lame routine
I ain't going no way
I need a girlfriend
Just saying
I want to be working and searching
Suddenly there's another day
Hi to everybody who ain't going no way
Let it sink so I can repay
I need to listen and stop wishing
I need to take action and start believing
In myself I can find wealth
Positivity makes people do great things
I am in good health
I want it so bad it ain't safe
In space there is no greed
I am a lost boy waiting to be freed
At the speed of light it makes me do right
My thoughts are left behind
Anxiety makes me see
That there's good in people
I am part of a force stronger than me
I see it in the structure of the trees
Russia is blaming me
Europe is where I'll be
Usa makes me want to go away
Let me be so I can flee
Protect your country and make me see
I need to visualize to avoid the pain
Looking forward to explain
I ain't lame I am the same
I am what is forgetting to die in vain
I forward by myself
The line just came
I need to bring back light
Change my name
Something in me tells me to thread lightly
I can't forget this feeling
It despise me
I am a despicable creature
Pain frightens me
Am I doomed to be alone
I can't wait for a different song
I need to thread lightly
Force is strong right now
So I forget it and let it ride
Thinking about water in the skies
I can't lie it's just hard to say goodbye
What is the thief that took my dreams
Nah I am just angry of not being clean
I waste so much time on unspeakable things
I think in time and can't seem to break in
Warmth of the couch is comforting
A song on the radio makes me scream out loud
I am mean and I smell sin
Now I want to create something
Maybe this song can tell me what I want to see
I don't know what it could bring
My arms are way to thin
I just want to be in
No more shining and forcing
Forcing me to stay forcing me to go away
I am speaking
I can't expect comfort in seeking
I need to know now what the future will bring
Get harmonized with everything
Don't get caught up in the little things
There's so much to see that I can't do everything
I need to visualize to avoid the pain
Looking forward to explain
I ain't lame I am the same
I am what is forgetting to die in vain
I forward by myself
The line just came
I need to bring back light
Change my name