Bawdy - Hate-Love Relationship Lyrics

Dear Mother
I've met the love of my life
There's no other
I hope they die tonight
It's been so life-changing
I want to knife them I'm raging
I'm like crazy in love and I want their blood
I love them and hate them
I'd punch them but rate them
I take them forever as long as it's never
Have I ever been so f*cking confused in my life

Dear Mother
Why do I want to smother them every day
Then that goes away and I want them to stay
Us to play forever and a day
Wait what did I say?
I'm becoming the worst
I want them in a hearse
They wouldn't be my first
Now I want them to move in then move out
Pack their stuff it's getting tough now we're back in love

I know what I want
It's this now it's gone
I want when they don't
Is this why I'm torn?
All the not knowing
Is this all I own?
All the not growing
Join me all alone

Dear Mother
I'd like to snap their neck
Cut them in pieces then take them back
Marry them
Carry them down the aisle
And begin our holy matrimony
Holy shit is that it only?
I'm bored they disgust me
Their eyes are perfect
Don't touch me
This must be the cutest moment between us
My brain is heinous
I worship their everything
Did I ever think this would work out?
I'm out
We're through
This is the closest I've ever been to you

I know what I want
It's this now it's gone
I want when they don't
Is this why I'm torn?
All the not knowing
Is this all I own?
All the not growing
Join me all alone

Dear Mother
We just had our first child
Things are better now they're wild
We're falling deeper in love
I'd love to see them die painfully
They are the worse parent a bully
Not like you, Mum
They are asking for my gun
I want to hold them near
Stroke their ear
Pull the trigger
Then figure I'll make things better
They are everything I've dreamed of
I'll stitch them back together
We'll stay in love forever

I know what I want
It's this now it's gone
I want when they don't
Is this why I'm torn?
All the not knowing
Is this all I own?
All the not growing
Join me all alone

Dear Mother
It makes sense now why dad left
You berated him
You hated him
You saw his true colours
You knew he was nothing but flawless
Of course you got lawless
He was a faithful menace
Cheating on excitement with mundanity
Of course you chose insanity
Let's go for dinner
I'll stare at my phone
Let's flow for ever
I'll be there on my own

Dear Mother
I fear mother
I'm none other than a part of your imagination
The food's okay here
Let's stay mental patients

I know what I want
It's this now it's gone
I want when they don't
Is this why I'm torn?
All the not knowing
Is this all I own?
All the not growing
Join me all alone