BBE Space - Story Of My Life Lyrics

Let me tell you all a story how I'm messed up in my mind
I got girlies showing love and people hoping I get fried, uh
All people got feelings why they laughing when I cry
I done tried to pave the way for all the people I despise

What if there ain't no tomorrow, or tomorrow
Or tomorrow, up this road?
These people put me through some sorrow, lots of sorrow
That's if you ask why my heart been cold

Baby I ain't tryna eat
I done told my momma I been getting trouble finding sleep
I'm just pushing through it, tryna plow through problems with some ease
I been chasing bags, they don't understand my guapanese
I'm a bull up in a China shop everybody finding me

I'm talking 2022 where I done hit my spark
They were talking 'bout the ball was green and how I'm kind of hard
I was shining like a light it got me out the dark
'Till I had some dreams about my sister getting hit my cars

I'm talking maybe even my brother too I swear to God he been up in a car crash
I was taking pills and going to therapy, lil baby all that
I swear that Mrs. Mackey hated me abusing up her hall pass
I was tryna work and she was telling I'd fall back

Well just look at me now, I done fell back
I been having nightmares on how this kiddo fell back
Baby I been having dreams 'bout fast cars, I'm talking hellcats
Lately I'm just tryna cry but they wanna party, baby hell yeah

I was tryna tell a story they made me feel like an idiot
Constantly been burning in my mind don't need no cooling kit
I'm just tryna get it back in blood, it's time she finish this
That's why I been rapping like a lyricist

They told me that it's okay to have a bad day, but every day's a bad day
I'm tired of these bad days, woah
They told me that it's okay to live a sad way, but everyday I live my life I sad way
I'm tired of these sad ways, woah

Let me tell you all a story how I'm messed up in my mind
I got girlies showing love and people hoping I get fried, uh
All people got feelings why they laughing when I cry
I done tried to pave the way for all the people I despise

What if there ain't no tomorrow, or tomorrow
Or tomorrow, up this road?
These people put me through some sorrow, lots of sorrow
That's if you ask why my heart been cold

Baby I ain't tryna eat
I done told my momma I been getting trouble finding sleep
I'm just pushing through it, tryna plow through problems with some ease
I been chasing bags, they don't understand my guapanese
I'm a bull up in a China shop everybody finding me

This the story of my life, uh
Lately I been wanting to just die, uh
I see the tears up in her eyes, I'm like baby don't you cry
Everything gon' be alright, uh

I feel that no one understands me
For the person that I am and for that person that I can be, uh
I got weight up on my shoulders, I been tryna climb up
But I been weak, call me Bambi, uh

It's a lifestyle, lifestyle, lifestyle, yeah
It's a lifestyle, lifestyle, lifestyle, yeah
It's a lifestyle, lifestyle, lifestyle, yeah
Don't like this lifestyle, lifestyle, lifestyle, yeah...