Must I Admit Video (MV)

A wise man once told me,
Wherever you're feet is planted at, your mind and heart should be in the same area
Look I apologize (For what)
For abandon you
I put yo problems to the side
Ion deserve you (Nah you don't)
You called for help
I was too selfish tryna save the world (You was)
You needed me the most
I chose the world over you
I hide my pain with a smile
It's gon be a long day (How ya know)
I saw the rain from the clouds
I kid you not
I saw my image in a puddle (I seen that shit)
I ain't know what I was seeing
But If I'm wrong
Forgive me my sins ( Forgive me Lord)
I think I'm coming home
I blame myself, and not my friends
I left you all alone
When you my closest friend
I was Dr. Philling everybody (I swear I was)
Like a therapist
And realize, bitch I need a therapist (I do)
My pain run deeper than Atlantic Ocean
I wish a lotta shit would change
If I drink this magic potion (Just one sip)
I close the curtain
I can't stand the rain
I wanna give up so damn bad
But yet I maintain
It's hard to make my dreams come true
When ion close my eye at all (Ion sleep at all)
Am I doing all this for you
This shit so hard to even call
I ain't perfect
I ain't tryna be
I put my all into it all
And yet they blame me (I try my best)
Let me be the one to solve em (Let me be the one)
This my battle
I became numb to my own problems
I'm just saying
Must I admit to you
I just can't take it any mo
Must I admit
How this shit gon hold up if I let it go
Would you believe me if I said I'm suffering
You broke my heart I'm sorry but I'm still recovering
Must I admit to you
I just can't take it any mo
Must I admit
How this shit gon hold up if I let it go
Would you believe me if I said I'm suffering
You broke my heart I'm sorry but I'm still recovering