FarAway X // Broken Video (MV)

If someone tried to rob me right now at gun point
I'd tell em pull the trigger
I only got 6 bucks, no cash
So if you bout it you better kill la kill like studio trigger

Then I wake up
Or head to sleep with that one final thought
You're worthless, and will never amount to anything
You're talentless, unattractive, and will never be loved
It's not on purpose when I think these things
The reality is I have the means but not the priority
To go ghost and become a Phantom like Danny
Pills by my bedside
No Undertaker, but I dream of my last ride
Batteries feel drained, dont even want a recharge
Disconnect me from the wall and fry my circuits with a magnet
Always like, what's the point
I cant even fulfill my basic responsibilities
Cant be the one dragging people into my own hole
I dig deeper so I can have no interaction

Alone
I can barely pay my bills
Begging my mom on the phone for cash
Stress too much to handle, I start crying
This is stupid. Why am I showing emotion
If I cant control my feelings then this move was the wrong motion
It already feels like a bad move
Playing chess in this life and the king looks like a cornered fool
No queen by my side
The princess is in a different castle
Not kidnapped but to run and hide
So naïve Mario, shoulda known she was chill with Bowser
Cause every time I go to save Princess Peach
It's the same ol, buddy-buddy, thank you speech

Is going to the next castle even worth it
Obstacles get harder the more I try to force it
So I pause
Then forfeit
Hit my save
Turn off the GBA
Then head to the store where I can find me a better game