Beautiful Discord - GHOST (OF ME) (feat. Chemical Youth) Lyrics

Wake up every morning and I'm feelin just the same
Excedrin by the table while the bottle calls my name
I don't really know how I got this way
I could try to explain it
But I don't think you could take it
I'm always one day short
Just a little too late
One step short
I can't keep a steady pace
Would you love me
If I showed you all the pain
Or would you leave me in my lonely
Mental state
Yeah I could try to express it
Or I could try to forget it
The ones I love the most
Don't know who I am
One more day
One more disappointment
Stay or leave
It never really mattered to me
Cus I'm so good at f*cking everything up
Again
One, two, three you know
You'll leave it to me
To ruin everything
You know it's just what I do
And as it's told
That's just how it goes
When all that's left of me
Is this ghost
I think I'm dyin alone
And no ones there to hold me close
And is it my fault
Tell me is it my fault
Cause I can never relay
The words you want me to say to you
But goddamn it's so hard
One more day
And I'm the disappointment
One last breath
Before I watch you walk out the door
One, two, three you know
You'll leave it to me
To ruin everything
You know it's just what I do
And as it's told
That's just how it goes
When all that's left of me
Is this ghost
When all that's left of me
Is this ghost
And I'm so sorry that it ends this way
But nothing ever changes when
I show you my pain
So take me back to the place
We started
I guess I'll tell you now I'm not okay
I never thought that it would end
This way
But maybe If I would have done things different
Maybe I should've done things different
One, two, three you know
You'll leave it to me
To ruin everything
You know it's just what I do
And as it's told
That's just how it goes
When all that's left of me
Is this ghost