BECKS - right place wrong Lyrics

I've got bruises on my knees, no it's not from what you're thinking
I've just fallen to the ground but the ground just keeps on sinking
I'm exhausted and I'm lost, double-crossed by my own head
I'm not choosing to keep losing, i'm working harder but I'm bled dry
So why do i try

I take 150 when i wake up and when i go to sleep knowing
It wont solve the problem but i guess it keeps me going
But I miss the bliss, that Judas kiss of the mania
But you know that the low is where to go
That's how they train you to cry
So why do i try

I'm not saying it doesn't work but i don't know combination
Of meditation meds and me
I'm not saying it doesn't work but i don't have the concentration
For the person i'm trying to be
Everything is in the right place wrong
So i only write sad songs

The sky looks like snow, but no, it's only raining
Stare at my reflection so long i see the brushstrokes i was painting
And i don't want to hate me but lately i've been harder to desire
Showers no longer sting, thing is that pains inside you like a fire
So why do i try

I'm not saying it doesn't work but i don't know combination
Of meditation meds and me
I'm not saying it doesn't work but i don't have the concentration
For the person i'm trying to be
Everything is in the right place wrong
So i only write sad songs

And everything is in the right place wrong
So i only write sad songs