Becoming the Dead - Alone Lyrics

Why can't I belong
(Why must I be by myself)
Where did I go wrong
(I need some f*cking help)
I am so alone - I am so alone
I am so alone - I am so alone
Staring out the window I see the cold snow
Remembering the voice that once brought me home
I am so alone - I am so alone
The pills forgotten - My problems bring frustration
Disowned - Abandoned and I hate this
I wish I could find a way to break this
I wish I could find a way to get back home
Sick and twisted - Now my life's in danger
Look at myself all I see's a stranger
It's coming back and I'm losing my hope
It never dies
(I'm so lost)
I'll never get back home
Where I live is where I must die
And I know I can't live with a heart as cold as mine
Where am I
What happened to my life
I never wanted to be pushed to the knife
And now I'll never find my way back home
Where I live is where I must die
And I know I can't live with a heart as cold as mine
I am broken - Left all alone
Weakened - Damaged
I am so cold
Cry out
They will never hear you
Scream loud
They will only break you
Bleed now
They will always hate you
I am running out of hope
Cry out
They will never hear you
Scream loud
They will only break you
Bleed now
I can't find my way home
Where I live is no longer mine
And I know that to live I will need to heal my mind
Why can't I be loved
(It seems I'm always hated)
I have had enough
(All of my hope is gone)
All my hope is gone - All my hope is gone
I have lost my light
(Am I becoming the dead)
Shackled soul that's tied
(Down to this broken corpse)
I'm becoming the dead
(I'm just a broken corpse)
I'm becoming the dead
(I'm just a f*cking disease)