I got use to spending nights alone
And I ain't seen the light in so long
And I've been
Smoking in the darkness
Drinking in the darkness
Thinking in this darkness
Sitting in my nasty thoughts
Drinking this nasty alcohol
While thinking about this nasty broad
Thinkin' bout when she's coming home
So I
Can slide through real smooth then bone
Then possibly leave her alone
See my last relationship had me
Accustomed to company that I couldn't keep
So
I'm
Spending the years all alone
And the darkness
Give me peace where I'm going
Holla at the cousin of death
Without feeling cold feet
Cause when the casket close you won't be there for me
I
Better get use to this
Solo solo 10 years not even a care
Seen too many toxic relationships
Cause radiation effects
On my peers
That's my ultimate fear