Beggz - Closer Lyrics

I guess it's over
I'm not sober
To my drugs
I feel closer
I ain't sure what to do
Can't say the fighting is new
You wish you knew all the shit that I knew
I guess it's over
I'm not sober
To my drugs
I feel closer
I'm not hiding the truth
Cause when I'm looking at you
I can see all the pain I've been through

Everything I heard you say
It was a lie
Did you mean it when you're looking in my eyes
Everything I wanted changed
It was a fight
But we both know you can't change
Fakin' tears when you're yelling in my face
Hella shit you said I wish I could erase
Lying when you're staying in my place
Crying at the ceiling in my Wraith
Maybe I'm still wishing that you'd change
But

I guess it's over
I'm not sober
To my drugs
I feel closer
I ain't sure what to do
Can't say the fighting is new
You wish you knew all the shit that I knew
I guess it's over
I'm not sober
To my drugs
I feel closer
I'm not hiding the truth
Cause when I'm looking at you
I can see all the pain I've been through

How many times can you lie?
Ain't no angel but a devil in disguise
How you living with the secrets that you hide?
When there's problems you can throw 'em to the side
Yeah I do what I'm 'posed to
I've given second chances but I know what it's 'gon do
All about your action like your friends and them whores do
I'm sorry you won't hear it
This all shit that I've told you
If we were closer
I wouldn't have to read your tells
This ain't poker
I'ma see your ass in hell
Bitch I drove her
Said I gave her all I had
I thought I knew her
I was wrong

I guess it's over
I'm not sober
To my drugs
I feel closer
I ain't sure what to do
Can't say the fighting is new
You wish you knew all the shit that I knew
I guess it's over
I'm not sober
To my drugs
I feel closer
I'm not hiding the truth
Cause when I'm looking at you
I can see all the pain I've been through