Beggz - Episode 1 (Candy Eyes, Call You More, On Me, Private, Feeling The Same) (feat. Valious) Lyrics

I was always truthful, I will never tell a lie
Haven't seen you in a minute, but you're on my mind
Missing your touch but you can take your time
You're still mine
And those candy eyes
Know suffering
It's so comforting

I wish I'd call you more

Remember late drives confessing our problems
Still think on your words
When you said that "I wish I'd call you more"
Say I'm doing better now
Made friends with my demons
And you don't know what you're sorry for
Mix the black with the white lies
I'm saying I'm alright
I'm feeling like we've been here before
You feel like we're falling out
And hiding the truth now
I'm knowing that I can't take much more

You got me staring at my phone, ring ring
And I can tell you in your feelings, same thing
Start to drown out all the sorrows with the drinking
Threw my heart in the trash
I'm not thinking
Our time, it went so fast
I'm not blinking
It shouldn't be so hard to do the right thing
All the pieces I'm missing
I know I lost myself but on a well, I'll be wishing

That's on my Vlone

I know you're obsessed
You only tell me how you're feeling when you're upset
It's only 5 a.m. you're asking if I'm up yet
You know I'm sleep if I drink
And we went halves on the Perky
Girl, I know what you thinking 'bout me

I know you're putting all your problems on me
You say you love me but I know you lonely
It's kinda sad but I been falling slowly
I swear I'm okay but I've been far and away
It's on me
When you look in my eyes what do you see?
Is it the goodness or the devil in me?
And when you answer, know you're lying through your teeth
Wish that I'd stay and put my heart on display
It's on me

I know I'm changing, I'm sorry
I can't give you my heart, I heard the shit that you called me
But I'm still on my way, I'll be there ASAP like Bari
You said, "I'm so alone, you were the Clyde to my Bonnie"
That's on my Vlone
Another tear in the river
Moving slo-mo
I feel them late night shivers
This is no joke
I still won't tell when I kiss her
Moving solo
You're feeling oh so clever
That's a no no

Moving with the motions now you fading away
Playing with my feelings like our love is a game
Keep on carrying your burdens like they carry no weight
Told me everything was fine but you keep looking his way
Knowing I could never do you wrong
Didn't lie then
I kept it silent when you cheated
Shit was private
Did me dirty and then wonder where the time went
Knowing you'll never change
You don't hide it

I tore myself to pieces
Steady doing what I can to get even
Waking up in different beds on the weekends
Still feeling nothing but pain
And you're the reason
Losing my soul, I keep my heart locked tight
I was convinced I found the love of my life

Yeah yeah
Ohh oh

Okay
I might do it better if I do it my way
You were feeling off
And I'm feeling the same
About you
Don't know if I ever wanna lose you
I am waiting
Impatient
I don't wanna go
Now it feels like you're hating the love that I showed

I don't wanna play pretend with you
I know that it's over now
You were doing things you didn't have to do
Why you think it's over now?
Yeah you got me feeling bad
You were just ignoring me
Like I'm off the map
Treating me like shit
Yeah, you think that I'm crap
I'ma tell you straight
I'm the best you ever had
Now you're gone
I can see you are losing yourself
Woah, I'ma fix it
Yeah
Devil and a angel
I'ma mix it
Yeah

Okay
I might do it better if I do it my way
You were feeling off
And I'm feeling the same
About you
Don't know if I ever wanna lose you
I am waiting
Impatient
I don't wanna go
Now it feels like you're hating the love that I showed

Babygirl I been getting impatient
I been running 'round
Seeing different faces
Oh
Know I love it and I hate it
Tryna fix a broken heart
This the life I chose
I can't wait on you no more
No more
Now I'm feeling so f*cked up
Wish we'd grow more
Grow more
Calling my line
Said you worth more
Worth more
Truth is I'm afraid to give up
Oh, woah woah

Okay
I might do it better if I do it my way
You were feeling off
And I'm feeling the same
About you
Don't know if I ever wanna lose you
I am waiting
Impatient
I don't wanna go
Now it feels like you're hating the love that I showed

Don't know if I ever wanna lose you