Misery Video (MV)

I stay up late at night and let my mind wander
What will I think of later getting money or blood splatter
My mind's f*****-up not connected to a conscious
What b**** will I f*** next strictly sex not a lover
My trigger finger happy more happy than I'll ever be
My brain equals crazy from mental breakdown injuries
My paranoia instincts something wants to bury yea
Shovels already dirty conflict taking matters
In my own hands bloody as f***** so I'll wash them
In bloody soapy water where I soak up all my sorrow
Cut wrist cant be healed so I take another shower
And yell at my shadow cuz no one else is present
Cuz nobody else gives a s*** except for digital instruments
Pull my heart love out chop it up so you can see
Wicked things pump out like hatred and disease
My dick foams up one cut because she

Paranoia death misery is killing me until my last breath people screaming
I'm Not a Human Being how am I supposed to act when you're walking around
Judging me looking down on me like your f****** god or something

Godlike make white light spit Divine on Bloody Mics
Nuce tied like crazy Rhymes self-destruct Colibine
So what am I Some Devil guy through relms space and time
Walking on a thin line that makes my soul intertwine
My mind is a death trap that's been kidnapped by Saturn
Six on the planet strip sic sick stuck in the shadows
Sick Flames shoot AIDS out of a bow and arrow
And Conquer your temple with shame and sorrow
Dickking pigeons under bridges and pimping out sparrows
But be careful pussy sizzling like a habanero
But I don't care though already twisted and infected
For kissing a dead b**** and spilling the blood of a chicken
Finger licking the Pickens cuz she chosen the wicked
My Savage Advantage can be bandaged by Magic
Cuz love is a passionless panic with panties
Serpents surfacing the inner death of Jimmy it's something I deal with

I will know your death misery is killing me until my last breath people screaming
I'm Not a Human Being how am I supposed to act when you're walking around
Judging me looking down on me like your f****** god or something

Do I have trust issues in the path of self-destruction
Do people even like me my boys my family
The b****** that are sucking me in the passenger seat
Who are they to judge me f*** you and follow me
In the darkness of my mind so I can show you my reality
One cut for the dead body rot in my basement
Another bloody reason to keep me up at night shaking
Forsaken from my soul cuz I lost my indecency
The demons that are running me ruining my identity
Love and peace is shattering contemplating killing sprees
Never catch me alive though I'm blowing out my thoughts
Got a mark on my forehead here no Angels playing harps
Triple 6 right across while hanging on a cross
Hit the hay with the torch mutilated for the sport
In hell I'm just a psychopathic hip-hopping corpse
Below one surface underneath your floors it's f****** misery