[ Featuring Luh Chaddy, Astrus* ]
I'm stuck behind my anxiety
The past, put it behind me
Still got this feeling inside of me
I can't imagine how life would be
I wonder if that'd be the life of me
Still can't remember for the life of me
Still miss you after 47 weeks
Still wish you would tell me
Pick up the phone, I don't really want to do this one
More time
Said I didn't need you, I was lying
Still can't get you out my mind
Still stuck here cause
I don't want to go, I don't really want to do this one more time
Nothing's really real til you open your eyes
I swear I love you, believe that I'm trying
Please pick up the phone and tell me it's not too late
Think about it when I medicate, dedicate
Dedicate to when I'm feeling great, deepfake
Fake life that I can't escape, elevate
Close my eyes and then I'm okay
Too late, I know I'ma go insane
Can't say, everything I want to say
Locate, all the words that fill my brain
Run away, close my eyes and then I'm okay
I've been sitting on my phone
I'm alone waiting for something
Ring, ring need you right now
Where the f*ck does it go, one year ago
We said that we'd meet here, a vow
Every day from the east to the west side
I've been thinking about all the best times
Windows down
Immigration conversations
Never stressed, I'm
Can't look back cause I see your eyes
That's my demise, I get f*cked up
Feeling all these highs that I'll never feel again
I'm trying with this cup
Looking up at the sky, disguise
Seeing all these f*ck bitches, I gave no f*cks
I be way too cool for a girlfriend
But I scream your name out in tin cups
I call
Know you're probably in bed still
2 p.m, your head still
Hurts from all the alcohol
You drank trying to forget still
All up in my head
Will you ever leave my life at all
Pick up the phone, I don't really want to do this one
More time
Said I didn't need you, I was lying
Still can't get you out my mind
Still stuck here cause
I don't want to go, I don't really want to do this one more time
Nothing's really real til you open your eyes
I swear I love you, believe that I'm trying
Please pick up the phone and tell me it's not too late
Think about it when I medicate, dedicate
Dedicate to when I'm feeling great, deepfake
Fake life that I can't escape, elevate
Close my eyes and then I'm okay
Too late, I know I'ma go insane
Can't say, everything I want to say
Locate, all the words that fill my brain
Run away, close my eyes and then I'm okay
I know that it's hard to love, but I swear it's different with the two of us
I know I did some dirt, but please tell me you ain't through with us
I know I medicate with cigarettes, Yeah it's too much
Far gone I'm too much
I need it, yeah it's your love
Cause everything I do is for you
Chrome heart, I'm bulletproof
Closed eyes, I'm in my mood
Long nights, but I'm pulling through
So I wait by my phone
To see if I can hear your voice tonight
Go to sleep, you're in my head
I'm with you almost every night
Please just pick up the phone, I don't really want to do this one
More time
Said I didn't need you, I was lying
Still can't get you out my mind
Still stuck here cause
I don't want to go, I don't really want to do this one more time
Nothing's really real til you open your eyes
I swear I love you, believe that I'm trying
Please pick up the phone and tell me it's not too late
Think about it when I medicate, dedicate
Dedicate to when I'm feeling great, deepfake
Fake life that I can't escape, elevate
Close my eyes and then I'm okay
Too late, I know I'ma go insane
Can't say, everything I want to say
Locate, all the words that fill my brain
Run away, close my eyes and then I'm okay
