Father don't you hear me
La Na Na
And I cant sleep from crying
Father hear me calling
Your the only one that I can turn to
My life has been so empty
And he's revealed my emptiness true
I welcomed Death as an old friend- He told me quit calling
In a blood rage, caged. I screamed "Why You Stalling?"
I threw down the gauntlet- So hard it cracked my foundation
Surrounded by my demons- Keeping me woke with their hatin'
My memories teem with Violence, Silence and Sirens
Blood, Anxiety- The murders of some of my best friends
Reflecting on lost kin, scared skin, and problems
Posturing with killers, gangsters, cops and inner goblins
I took that knife from Savage, told my brother to Stop
At the height of my service, I ended up getting Locked
I fell so far from grace- I couldn't recognize my face
I forgot who I am- starting conversing with snakes
Slithering in venom- I hoped I'd see you again
Now you there pretending- that we never were friends
Promoted your motives- Opened the world to your lens
I know we'll have our time- I guess I'll see you again
Father hear me calling
Your the only one that I can turn to
My life has been so empty
And he's revealed my emptiness true
I welcomed Love like a young pup- She said I was stupid
In a obsessed mess. Screaming out "Quit being so elusive"
My arms wide open- Clear target for cupid
Surrounded by my demons- Kept me playing the fool kid
My memories teem with Sex, Candy, and all of the Nudity
Inscense in the air, Cheating women- between you and me
Reflecting on lost hearts, smarts and given virginity
Using women just because they f*cking said they were into me
I caused that heart break- I know I'm such a hypocrite
Longing for love, while I lay naked with a piece a shit
Hoping that I'll taste your kiss and never leave your lips
Wanting that love, when we don't know what love is
Staying busy getting dizzy from a feeling that bullshit
A fleeting retreating of mental stability- Cool it
Danger in the wrong hands- kills like a bullet
I know we'll have our time- For now we act foolish
Father hear me calling
Your the only one that I can turn to
My life has been so empty
And he's revealed my emptiness true
I welcomed HATE like an old friend- that I don't want around
But he keeps showing up- loudest voice in the crowd
So I keep my guard up- as we go another round
Surrounded by my demons- laughing at this thought now
My memories teem with bullies, fakers, takers and assholes
Who used to pick on me, when I was young weak and bashful
Reflect on the poor roots in the hood with no friends
Just me and my sister protecting each other from "them"
I took all of your energy and harnessed the pain
Put the rage on a page in the most sarcastic of ways
And put a fist to the face of the haters since Geraldo in first grade
Now I'm older and colder, I'll fold a hater who's brave
From the mic to cage, Big Wyno- I do not play
Now you ain't against me- I don't believe what you say
Cause Hate begets hate like fake begets fake
I know we'll have our time- I see you like everyday
Father hear me calling
Your the only one that I can turn to
My life has been so empty
And he's revealed my emptiness true
Father don't you hear me
La La La
And I cant sleep from crying