I did something stupid yesterday
It wasn't even that bad, just a dumb thing for me to say
The words that I was speaking didn't match the ones up in my head
Bet I'll remember this story on my own deathbed
'Cause I can't forget, a single stupid thing that I said
I did something stupid yesterday
Can't even look in their eyes, I've been avoiding them all day
I know that it was awkward, I'm wishing I'd have stayed in my bed
But now when I try sleeping, my own brain won't let me rest
'Cause I can't forget, a single stupid thing that I said
Why do I remember everything I ever said or did that made a fool of me
When I was seventeen, I fell for anything
And then at twenty-three, I caught myself lying
Now I keep wondering, if I'll ever be free
Or will I keep reliving all these memories
Can I ever do enough to make them all fade away
'Cause I can't forget, a single stupid thing that I said
I keep saying all these stupid things
I got a PhD, still didn't help me think
And I've tried therapy, oh I'd do anything
To stop these stupid things, all of my stupid things