[ Featuring Ryan Nealon ]
Found the basement of rock bottom
Lost it all, except my problems
Got laid off, I moved apartments
Maybe I'm haunted
By thinking nothing lasts
Since my childhood trauma
And things that might go wrong
That I haven't thought of
But maybe I made it through the worst of it
I guess it couldn't get any worse than this
Maybe I'll be fine
I can start all over, get some closure, do a little
More than just survive
Open up the blinds, open up my mind, yeah
Maybe it's just good timing
'Cause I'm not catastrophizing
Or maybe it's just a trick of the lighting
But I'm starting to think I'm finding
A silver lining
Couldn't leave my house for six months
Had to move back in with my parents
Couldn't look at screens, I couldn't sleep
Lost my routine, and now
I need my time alone, and my medication
I don't feel like myself, and I really hate it
But maybe I made it through the worst of it
I guess it couldn't get any worse than this
Maybe I'll be fine
I can start all over, get some closure, do a little
More than just survive
Open up the blinds, open up my mind, yeah
Maybe it's just good timing
'Cause I'm not catastrophizing
Or maybe it's just a trick of the lighting
But I'm starting to think I'm finding
A silver lining
I'm findin, I'm findin
A kind of silver linin
I'm findin, I'm findin
A kind of silver linin
Im less less self-conscious
Cause I've been judged
I smile more often
Cause I cried enough
I set my boundaries
Cause I had none
Wouldn't be who I am
Without who I was
Maybe I'll be fine
I can start all over, get some closure, do a little
More than just survive
Open up the blinds, open up my mind, yeah
Maybe it's just good timing
'Cause I'm not catastrophizing
Or maybe it's just a trick of the lighting
But I'm starting to think I'm finding
A silver lining
