BL Shirelle - Til I Go Lyrics

You ever get sad from being happy like
I did this shit (all) for gramps she in the afterlife
And the sacrifices she made it took half her life
Yall say she looking down she hardly had her sight
I feel my faith lost its appetite
Cause I done served the deacon and the pastor wife
I used to know them verses front to back and back to right
Till I read read the bible printed in its black and white
And its cracka typed
My spirit dont have a sanctuary
It roams cause what is home
But god knows its gold it shows straight through my soul
And he chose me.
Get a load of me
Fat dyke jawn w (d)a beard so you notice me
Got a limp for some holes caught below the knee
Triple Ds who the f*ck u know as bold as me
I'm supposed to be the exactly how she molded me

Forgive me I'm high
Some memories die
Some shit (things) stuck w me like a minute aint even went by
Ain't no changing the cycles
They slay disciples in pages to of the bible
I used to pray to a christ who
Wasnt doing nothing
Cause the only time I prayed was when I wanted something
Got caught dumping now I got court coming
Lord please forgive me for all my short comings...
Give me credit for being forthcoming
Not saying it's no paradise
But no one knows what that shit (what) is like
Praising christ, Allah or jehovah whoever i like
Dont make me right
So If I i praise my god until I go numb
And die then find out it was the wrong one
Am I condemn cause I was speaking in the wrong tongue
I'm just translating the lyrics the lyrics of the song sung

Only way way will I know
Wont know till I go
If I go before u go
I promise try to let u know
Like I'm spiritually homeless
Swear my spit be roaming
Where my spirit be going


And now I lay me down to sleep
I pray my lord my soul to take
If I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take