How come getting what I wanted
Feels like waking from a dream
Nothing to remember it seems
Get so close and yet I'm daunted
Something's certainly amiss
If all in all it adds up to this
How my thoughts of second guessing
Got so easy to ignore
Won't be long at all now before
I turn myself into a question with no answer
Am I lying to myself
Now days I can hardly tell
Kept my fingers crossed
Held it back for something long lost
Is it hope or something more naive
Oh its just too good to believe
Couldn't feel this way forever
Something's always bound to give
It's just the kind of life that I live
See my mind change like the weather
Is this really right for me
Or do I only like what I see
Well I'm not fooling myself this time
I'm just failing to admit
That what you see is not what you get
So pull the soft wool over my eyes
Now I can't decide
Am I lying to myself
Now days I can hardly tell
Kept my fingers crossed
Held it back for something long lost
Is it hope or something more naive
Oh its just too good to believe
It might all work out but not any way that I please
Overthink it through my cure has become the disease
If I said it once I'd say it a million times
If I could just remember my lines