Blaine Gong - Back To Me Someday Lyrics

I said I'm sorry a million times
Is it enough
Oh is it enough for what I did to you
Will it forever bruise
And out of all the guys you're so different
The purest of hearts
You showed all your cards
Too bad I was too blind to see
It wasn't serendipity
Oh was it fate, we drift away
From the good days we made
We celebrate, then parted ways
I did it, it was all on me
Cause I was chasing ghosts
Overlooked your sweetest oath to never forget
Now it's making me sad
So tell me baby if we get another chance
Will you be still willing to give out both your hands
In front of the guy who left you behind
And who sees now what is real
And who knows now how he feels
And who regrets would kill

Oh I expected to forget
It only gets clearer and I
Thought it would fade away
Shit, last night it still hurts but why
Tell me did I make the wrong kinda choice
By letting go the right kinda boy
You were the sun in the autumn chill, wrapped me like a coat
Or the bonfire that melts away icy winter snow
Was I out of my mind, let you slip away
Oh will you come back to me someday

I'm full contradictions
One moment I swear I had little to care
But why was I on the kitchen floor
Like rain my tears poured
Was it too late to say your name
And cry out "I miss you babe"
I feel ashamed cause I'm to blame
I did it, it was all on me
Cuz I was chasing fire
Didn't realize till it burned
I know it's karma, it's my turn
And I know it's f*cked up but would you please tell me
Baby could we have another chance
I'll give you my heart, I'll show you off to all my friends
I won't let go of your hand in the back of the taxi again
Please give me a second chance

I expected to forget
It only gets clearer and I
Thought it would fade away
Shit, last night it still hurts but why
Tell me did I make the wrong kinda choice
By letting go the right kinda boy
You were the sun in the autumn chill, wrapped me like a coat
Or the bonfire that melts away icy winter snow
Was I out of my mind, let you slip away
Oh will you come back to me someday

I'm sorry if I made it worse
I'm sorry if this song sounds like a curse
I'm sorry if I showed up out of the blue and barged back in your life
Just say the word, I'll forget about you and I
But I still remember all the nights
And all the times that you wouldn't say goodbye
And now I'm crying writing this song, started at the last line
How could I, how could I, how could I

Expected to forget, it only gets clearer
And I thought it would fade away, shit
Last night it still hurts, but why
Tell me did I make the worse kinda choice
By letting go the best kinda boy
You were the sun in the autumn chill, wrapped me like a coat
Or the bonfire that melts away icy winter snow
Was I out of my mind, let you slip away
Oh will you come back to me someday

I'll never let go of your hand in the back of the taxi again