Winds of October Video (MV)

It was the night that god died
Laying on the floor
I finally realized
That oh my
My, my
That old controlling asshole was only in my mind
So I closed my heart and threw away the key
Spent all my time in the throes of despair
Wondering how the hell I'd make it outta there
And it was kinda sadistic
Getting off on being so damn nihilistic
Overcome by bitterness and grief
But the winds of October
Whispered the winter is over
As I raised my fist in the air
A sacred moment made it clear
I guess it's all up from here
Well I tried being a cynic
Til something in my soul it started shifting
And I'd find what I was missing
That god is the essence of existence
Not an old man in the sky
Or a prudish Christian
Oh the winds of October
Whispered the winter is over
As I raised my fist in the air
A sacred moment made it clear
So I'm standing here on holy ground
In the entropy and the burning down of identity
With a quiet, assuring sound
I'll raise my hand for this altar call
Forsaking everything I've ever known
And I'm taking back
Every last thing you stole
So I'm standing up and I'm raising hell
Saying hello to a vision of a brand new self
And the former me is never coming back to life
Oh the winds of October
Whispered the winter is over
As I raised my fist in the air
A sacred moment made it clear
I guess it's all up from here