Blake Gorman - Chasing a Ghost Lyrics

From when I watch out the window
I don't see anything
For weeks go by, in different seasons
And I've tried everything
I look into the deep unknown
Where it all creates
I call out for a vision
Before it's too late

And I don't know what this place has in store
I do my time, hope the stars will realign
Looking out, searching about for a specter in the past
Chasing after something that will never manifest

Now the rain comes crawling quickly
And it's been every day
As it washes away my memories
That keep me going today
You know I was so close to you
This has never changed
But your sights are not in view
My dreams are not in range

And I don't know what this place has in store
I do my time, hope the stars will realign
Looking out, searching about for a specter in the past
Chasing after something that will never manifest

Hope one day-that's yesterday
Down today-you're long away
Maybe it's good you stay away
And leave me to myself
Did you run away for a sunny day?
Want to try another way
Something tells me to hide away
From the mirror of myself

I just don't know what to do
I don't care anymore
I've read the cards, chanted mantras
And it gets only worse

I question everything I see
Maybe it's just me
For there is no single day
That encourages me

And I don't know what this place has in store
I do my time, hope the stars will realign
Looking out, searching about for a specter in the past
Chasing after something that will never manifest

Hope one day-that's yesterday
Down today-you're long away
Maybe it's good you stay away
And leave me to myself
Did you run away for a sunny day?
Want to try another way
Something tells me to hide away
From the mirror of myself