Bleached Heat - Existence Is Bleak Lyrics

We were only trying to live
Is this really happening
They washed their hands, for a thousand years

In the lake where the water is pure
A hundred sins and one hundred more
The burning sun, on your dry gold skin

Existence is
Trying to turn away from your problems
It's hard, pretending to be okay
Knowing you're not
It's the ones you love with all your heart
Will die slowly
I know existence is pure pain
She said softly

We had to wait for them
Through the winter when the leaves were wet
And we fell to the ground
Now we live on the floor

In the lake where the water is pure
A hundred sins and one hundred more
You've slit my wrists
Now my limbs they flail

Existence is
Trying to turn away from your problems
It's hard, pretending to be okay
Knowing you're not
It's the ones you love with all your heart
Will die slowly
I know existence is pure pain
She said softly