(If you're sleeping are you dreaming
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If your dreaming are you dreaming of me?
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I can't believe you actually picked me.)
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("Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon.
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I was just calling to see how you ware doing.
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You sounded really uptight last night.
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It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too.
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I just wanted to make sure you were really OK,
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And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication.
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You know I love you, and...
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Take care honey
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I know you're under a lot of pressure.
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See ya. Bye bye")
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I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
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They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
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Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
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Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
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There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
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An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
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And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
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And will you never try to reach me?
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It is I that wanted space
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Hate me today
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Hate me tomorrow
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Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
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Hate me in ways
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Yeah ways hard to swallow
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Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
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I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
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The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
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In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
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While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
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You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
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You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
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So I'll drive so f*cking far away that I never cross your mind
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And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
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Hate me today
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Hate me tomorrow
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Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
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Hate me in ways
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Yeah ways hard to swallow
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Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
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And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
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Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
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And like a baby boy I never was a man
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Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
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And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
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Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
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And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
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Hate me today
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Hate me tomorrow
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Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
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Hate me in ways
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Yeah ways hard to swallow
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Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
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For you
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For you
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For you
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[Children voices:]
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If you're sleeping, are you dreaming,
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if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me.
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I can't believe you actually picked me
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[Girl:] Hey Justin! [x12]
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