Blue Rinkhals - Bad Habits, Old Me (feat. Lucid the Dreamwaker & Abi Bernadoth) Lyrics

Walking through a bitter smoke, feeling lonely senses off (Oh my, where' s my mind)
Tryna wake whats inner most, crossing mountains crossing dots
(Oh my, where's my mind)

Firearms are drumming in my soul
Hitting nerves and loosing my control (Everytime, everytime)
Floods are drowning my reality
Thoughts becoming rogue and wavy seas (Everytime, everytime)

Bad habits binge drinks
New patterns old me
Push and pull I can't seem
To give it up give it up give it up

Bad habits binge drinks
New patterns old me
Push and pull I can't seem
To give it up give it up give it up

Into a spark that implodes
I'm C4 with no remote explosive and uncontrolled
I've been consoling an inner child that was born wild in hopes to grow stronger
I pray for power so pray I dont fall to my own hunger
The lion goes extinct while the lamb still prosper
The people are suffering and they are simply my own reflection
I look inside to see a monster, no
I look deeper I see a believer
A way out An old promise
I am who I am anyway anyhow
Ain't no way I can put this lifestyle down
Here goes another round

Bad habits binge drinks
New patterns old me
Push and pull I can't seem
To give it up give it up give it up

Bad habits good drinks
New patterns old me
Push and pull I can't seem
To give it up give it up give it up

Bleeding oh
Livin' on a guility world
Walking through a bitter smoke
Fire burns my same old thoughts
They can't seem to give it up
I can't seem to get enough
I got dreams in my blood
Make a mess
I don't fuss

Ask what's the sense in that
I tell you the answers in a question
The truth is the truth
Why don't they understand
I'm through wrestling
Shots
Cuz I have it in my blood
Yeah you got it
Yeah you got it

Bad habits binge drinks
New patterns old me
Push and pull I can't seem
To give it up give it up give it up

Bad habits binge drinks
New patterns old me
Push and pull I can't seem
To give it up give it up give it up

This hurt needs to go
I don't want it in me