Blvke Grey - Late Bloomer (feat. 96brice) Lyrics

Yeah they say before you fall in love with somebody
You gotta actually learn to love yourself first so... yea

I feel like lately you been treating me different
Feel like we building up distance
Feel like my feelings are something that you ain't feeling
Or maybe it's cause the truth is something harder to stomach
You follow your compass that leads you to a bottomless function
Of nothing that really matters so you make your own rules
You try to build up something special you ain't got the right tools
Consequences of doing things on your own
You think you doing good then you realize you all alone
When you wake up in the morning ain't nobody hit your phone
So leave a message at the tone like I ain't home
So tell me how's that really working for you
Seem like lately nothing's really feeling worth it to you
So you go to shawty and hope she make you feel better
She cover up your wounds but still you ain't heal better
You gotta go deeper where there ain't nobody but you
Could see your deepest secrets and demons are facing you
It's hard to see yourself finally getting past
To be up in the first you gotta learn to be the last
I'm tryna go the distance but I think I'm out of gas
I got some baggage from the past I'm kinda tired of holding back
I'm a mess and I been steady stressing
Yea I got depression
I been down and I been feeling less and less like everyday
Sorry God but I been feeling like your presence far away
Seem like lately you ain't even wanna listen when I pray
Now I'm doubting you, putting everything up on myself
Maybe I'll be cool if I just stack up with my wealth
Now I'm counting all these hunnids in my bag I'm gettin money
Now it's sounding kinda funny that ain't doing nothing for me
Also I been losing friends and they ain't even die though
Just thought I had some ride or dies, but they ain't even ride though
So it's been hard to wanna get close to anyone
Feel like they gon be here and next day they gon be gone
I got so much bitterness that's weighing down my conscience
I'm tryna get rid of it and just free up all my losses
Now I'm swimming to the deep end
I been living too cautious
It's a birth of a new me
Put the old one in a coffin
Now look at me
Writing verses smooth like I spit in cursive
I ain't saying that I'm perfect
That's for certain, yea I know
Pray to God, I see working
Kinda feel I'm finally worth it
Rose coming from the dirt and now I see it tryna grow
Bloom
Late Bloomer
They say there's beauty in the struggle and the struggle's what I need
You ain't ever gon bloom if you can't even plant a seed
Late bloomer, late bloomer
They say there's beauty in the struggle and the struggle's what I need

I'm praying that the rain fall down on me
Praying that the rain fall down on me
Praying that the rain fall down on me
Yeah
I'm praying that the rain fall down on me
Praying that the rain fall down on me
Praying that the rain fall
Down on me
I see it falling
Down, down, down, down, down
I see it falling
Down, down, down, down, down
I see it falling
Down, down, down, down, down
I see it falling down on me
Down on me