Help me, Im hurting
Life gives no mercy
Empty inside
My soul said im leaving
Im losing feeling
Drugs aint healing
Gettin real tired
I just wanna stop breathing
Inside im screaming
Id rather be sleeping
In a dirt bed
Wouldnt death be so pleasing
Cut but not bleeding
Heart aint beating
Is this even real
Or am i really dreaming
Yall dont really know me
In a crowd im lonely
Time movin slowly
My mind is unholy
Body mostly ghostly
I dont f*ck with phonies
Stay golden like im pony
Stay lit like i am stoney
You dont understand
Ive been damned
But i am not alone
As my demon takes my hand
No one understands
Im f*cked in the head
Just let me go
As my eyes turn red
Take another hit
Blow out all the shit
Inhale exhale
I wont ever quit
Lightin up the sticks
Countin up my bricks
But it doesnt change
Cuz it be 666
Heart needs a fix
Dealt with all the tricks
Now at the end
With my finger on the trig
Guess this is it
Life can stop so quick
But i be chillin
With the reaper gettin lit
Yall dont really know me
In a crowd im lonely
Time movin slowly
My mind is unholy
Body mostly ghostly
I dont f*ck with phonies
Stay golden like im pony
Stay lit like i am stoney
You dont understand
Ive been damned
But i am not alone
As my demon takes my hand
No one understands
Im f*cked in the head
Just let me go
As my eyes turn red