Borderline Music - Split Lyrics

Hi I'm borderline I have BPD
That means my life is living two extreme
I tend to switch personalities
Can bend and blend my realities
Boundary lines get blurry
Like driving in a michigan flurry
20 over cus your in a hurry
And the ice on the windshield obscuring
Life gets cold some days don't worry
It's been a while since I've seen sun rays
And my brain won't shut up it stays
Running like a computer always
Calculating my next mistakes
I wanna just quit
But it's still running this ship
That's why I flip
On my friends And dip
Because 20 minutes in
To any party
Its just too much to exist

Bridge
When I get anxious I just dip
When I get angry I just flip
When I'm down real bad call it quits
When I want revenge all in chips

Chorus
I split on my friends
Flip like a light switch
My life is two extremes
Too extreme my life gets
So bad that I split
Use it as a defense
Off on the light dims

Verse
I see you met the anxious me
Not really one for fighting
But this me is all anger
Delighting in being freightning
I don't let him out much
But when I do it's a banger
I hold it in until i can't
Any longer and meltdown nuclear plant
Danger radius 10 miles past
That's why I have
No friends and they are in the past
I can be your best friend until I split
And the seem holding us together rips
Until it's too late and I'm in a ditch
Defensive and in a trench
All twisted like a wrench
But I can't seem to Dodge it
Frog in my throat
Need a lozenge
I want to speak but what Evers got me
I can't dislodge it

Bridge
When I get anxious I just dip
When I get angry I just flip
When I'm down real bad call it quits
When I want revenge all in chips

Chorus
I split on my friends
Flip like a light switch
My life is two extremes
Too extreme my life gets
So bad that I split
Use it as a defense
Off on the light dims