Suffer me no longer
I've given everything I had
To feel something again
It's like I'm too much or never enough
The in-between eludes my senses
Hurts like hell
But that's what I get for trying to revive something so devoid of life
Thoughts that cut
Like a f*cking knife
My delusions reduce me to a shell
I see now
I'm not wanted here
I've been at war with myself
Now I'm just dying to feel
And come to terms with all the damage I've done
If it tears a hole in you, then give it up
Give it up
This mind's a menace and it's bound to have its way again
Broken down
Piece by piece
Until there's nothing left
I've been losing sleep
Over what I can't control
It's f*cking killing me
Yeah, I've been losing sleep
It's f*cking killing me
Save me
From what I fear I'll become
If I keep
Waiting
For the anger to swallow me whole