brady graham - i care(ed) Lyrics

How is it even fair, that you can throw me away, throw me away
I say that I don't care, but I'll give a f*ck anyway
I wish that you were here, I wish you would stay, you would stay
I'm feeling really tired, my soul's giving away, giving away
I don't have much to say, I was tired of waiting, waiting
I knew that you wouldn't change, the love was fading, waning
I knew my own worth and your reaction was hating, I'm elated
I'm leaving all of these really toxic relations
In the end I'm wondering, did you even care
Cause last time that I checked, I was the only one who's there
I say that I don't give a shit, it's just too much to bear
I gave too many chances, yeah, I left too much to spare
Had to cut that shit off, I was being used, I'm fully aware
And now I'm alone in my room, asking is this fair
I was crying, I just want love, like where is my share
Telling myself I don't give a f*ck and I don't really care
All my emotions piling up, like I need a chair
My heart's tired of being used, tired of all this wear
I was all in for you, but you weren't really there
Oh my god, I'm losing myself, it's just too much to bear
How is it even fair, that you can throw me away, throw me away
I say that I don't care, but I'll give a f*ck anyway
I wish that you were here, I wish you would stay, you would stay
I'm feeling really tired, my soul's giving away, giving away
I don't have much to say, I was tired of waiting, waiting
I knew that you wouldn't change, the love was fading, waning
I knew my own worth and your reaction was hating, I'm elated
I'm leaving all of these really touching relations, no patience