Nina Video (MV)

Nina I ain't heard from you, need to hear ya speak, yea
Wish I had a voicemail to put ya on repeat, yea
I been on this road trynna make myself complete, but
All I see's the bottom man I keep facing defeat
Keep facing defeat? Keep facing defeat, yea
Tell me where I'm wrong, I just don't wanna repeat, yea
Trynna grow and learn, just keep watching over me
Cuz this road I'm on is tough, but I know where I'm meant to be
I been through a lot, my mind always racing
I can't sleep at night, I roll around or I be pacing
I been after money, but I'm struggling to pace it
I keep running out and ending up low as the basement
Ion know if imma make a mill, but I'm trying
Gazing at the birds hoping that I get to flying
Working toward the crown got the heart of a lion
Hope the block hear me loud and clear no siren
For them times I shed a tear and sat alone silent
Replaced by good memories of me at home smiling
Brothers to my left and right showing out wyling
Forging a couple jewels out the rough we some diamonds
Heading on to the light
End goal is in sight
Make it happen I might
That's why I'm working long nights
Cuz Nina always shined better
She ain't worry about weather
Burden's light as two feathers
Never stressing whoever
I'm just trynna get dough
Run it up and get it mo
Cuz I refuse to be broke
Balling hard on my own
I know I'm young but I'm grown
Please watch yo tone
No I won't condone
If you bitch and you moan
I'm trynna get paid for my work
You can see from the sweat on my shirt
This for my homies in the dirt
I been the one since I was birthed
I got no ceiling like my vert
My shooters real this ain't no nerf
I only want what I deserve
And yeah I can give you my word
I'm going the hardest for sure
You're who you are not who you were
So don't worry bout what could be worse
At least you not dead in a hearse
But I know yo pain hurts
Make you think you might be cursed This water for thought lemme quench my thirst
Sick of the games like where is the nurse
I'm clutching it out like her purse
I'm going ape check the fur
I'm cooking up beats, stir
And I'm the man call me sir
Relaxing and smoking on herb
That dank stank like I burped
I'm tapping the ashe on the curb
My phone on do not disturb
Nina I ain't heard from you, need to hear ya speak, yea
Wish I had a voicemail to put ya on repeat, yea
I been on this road trynna make myself complete, but
All I see's the bottom man I keep facing defeat, yea
Keep facing defeat ? Keep facing defeat, yea
Tell me where I'm wrong, I just don't wanna repeat, yea
Trynna grow and learn, just keep watching over me
Cuz this road I'm on is tough, but I know where I'm meant to be
Crazy how life goes, first you do what you told
Then you get ya own mind, then you pave your own road
And you make ya own way, find a way to get paid
Or find a way to get laid, or find a way to get saved
You gotta work ya own stage, ya gotta flip ya own page
Ya gotta balance yo head, maybe light some more sage
Cuz life do hit hard, Thought I was ready but I wasn't
But now I'm killing all the sudden and now I'm kicking like I'm punting
I'm going farther when I want it, No I can't be mentally beaten
I think it might be cuz I want it, or maybe it's because I need it
I feel like Jackie way I'm stunting, Yeah imma do my own shit
Going on and on like Joe Budden, guess imma wrap it up den
When you working for yo self, you take different pride in it
So go and get it cuz you want it, don't let nobody slide in it
Work hard, laugh easy, and focus on what you achieving
Cuz you can do it I believe it, here yo blessing receive it
Yeah go on and believe it
Yeah go on and believe it
Here yo blessing receive it
Here yo blessing receive it
Here yo blessing receive it
Here yo blessing receive it, yea