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All my life
I been waiting for love
Praying for hope
That I won't let go
Don't know where I'm going
I been on the low
And and all my life
I been searching for love
But I'm filled with lust
Got no one to trust

Can't see where I'm going I need to adjust
Cause I been living life stuck in the fast lane
Gotta take it easy if I wanna make a change
Ain't nobody in this world that can feel my pain
Ain't nobody in this world that can feel my pain
Cause I been living life stuck in the fast lane
Gotta take it easy if I wanna make a change
Ain't nobody in this world that can feel my pain
Ain't nobody in this world

I don't know who I am anymore
Look at myself in the mirror
I ain't the same anymore
My mamma told me that life will change and I said well of course
Fast forward couple years later I'm still back and forth
Looking at my past like was it worth it
Spending hours of writing these verses
And conversing with people that been always hurting
Shit let me stop acting like my life is lit
Let me stop acting like I'm happy when really I'm just the opposite
And let's get real for a second
Why is that we follow the leader to feel accepted
Why is it that they hate on me when I spit a good message
Shout out to everybody who made it that was neglected
Ima stand tall with ya
Ride and fall with ya
Wherever you go I go homie ill walk with ya
See I ain't perfect but I least I wasn't on and off with ya
Switch up and leave yo ass dead just like some officers
I don't know why my father left me
I don't know why my sis rejects me
But I do know that I'm blessed and I'd rather feel that than empty
And ima keep it like that until the day that I die
Ima keep it like that 365

Cause I been living life stuck in the fast lane
Gotta take it easy if I wanna make a change
Ain't nobody in this world that can feel my pain
Ain't nobody in this world that can feel my pain
Cause I been living life stuck in the fast lane
Gotta take it easy if I wanna make a change
Ain't nobody in this world that can feel my pain
Ain't nobody in this world

Yeah It's been a journey sometimes I don't understand it that's why
I only f*ck with niggas that talking my language and I
Never waste my time on shit that do damage
Cause I was always scared to end up dead or vanish
What would they know me for
What would they say
The ones that shake your hand be the first to throw dirt on your name
Your closest friends be the ones that always gotta change
But I don't wanna live like this no way