Tormenting myself lamenting crying for help
Thoughts infesting molesting my health
Protesting the sabotage of my life
Ingesting poison be rid of the strife
I'm splitting again bidding against me
Hitting a wall and drinking again
Wearing thin and hearing these things
Settling in the struggle within
Swinging my moods and healing my wounds
The feelings intrudes i wish to conclude
Diffusing my feud confusing my views
Confusing abuse with love i just want a hug
I need to escape i need to reshape
Need to reframe wish to refrain
Feelings of pain lightening in veins
Wishing i could just shut off my brain
In trouble again and doubling down
It's humbling how I'm struggling now
And juggling thoughts chasing these shots
Erasing my life and bracing for life
But f*ck you I love you I wish I could trust you
No trust in myself and off of the shelf
I'm off of my meds and praying for death
Betraying myself not asking for help
Swaying and straying the strain on my heart
Playing the martyr is making it harder
I'm faking disorder waking up to her
Packing her bags and leaving my world
Tormenting myself lamenting crying for help
Thoughts infesting molesting my health
Testing depleting my strength
Protesting the sabotage of my life
Ingesting poison be rid of the strife
Deserving it too deserving of who
I'm curving you too and swerving into
Oncoming traffic I'm starting to panic
Feeling so manic departing an addict
I split quick and spit wit transmit it
Translate it create it quickly I state it
Becoming sedated outdated I hope to abate it
I f*cking hate it equate it to death
Wishing I could erase my existence
But life is persistant and I am insistent
On winning this game
Self medicating and hating myself
Abducating the crown and creating my wealth
Not waiting for help after being let down
Won't back down or crack down so renowned
Another breakdown a take down awake now
For the shake down create sounds
Get baked now explain how I rebound
Drowning in liquor god how i miss her
Tormenting myself lamenting crying for help
Thoughts infesting molesting my health
Protesting the sabotage of my life
Ingesting poison be rid of the strife
Bratty Abbie - BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS DISORDER Lyrics
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Tormenting myself lamenting crying for help
Thoughts infesting molesting my health
Protesting the sabotage of my life
Ingesting poison be rid of the strife
I'm splitting again bidding against me
Hitting a wall and drinking again
Wearing thin and hearing these things
Settling in the struggle within
Swinging my moods and healing my wounds
The feelings intrudes i wish to conclude
Diffusing my feud confusing my views
Confusing abuse with love i just want a hug
I need to escape i need to reshape
Need to reframe wish to refrain
Feelings of pain lightening in veins
Wishing i could just shut off my brain
In trouble again and doubling down
It's humbling how I'm struggling now
And juggling thoughts chasing these shots
Erasing my life and bracing for life
But f*ck you I love you I wish I could trust you
No trust in myself and off of the shelf
I'm off of my meds and praying for death
Betraying myself not asking for help
Swaying and straying the strain on my heart
Playing the martyr is making it harder
I'm faking disorder waking up to her
Packing her bags and leaving my world
Tormenting myself lamenting crying for help
Thoughts infesting molesting my health
Testing depleting my strength
Protesting the sabotage of my life
Ingesting poison be rid of the strife
Deserving it too deserving of who
I'm curving you too and swerving into
Oncoming traffic I'm starting to panic
Feeling so manic departing an addict
I split quick and spit wit transmit it
Translate it create it quickly I state it
Becoming sedated outdated I hope to abate it
I f*cking hate it equate it to death
Wishing I could erase my existence
But life is persistant and I am insistent
On winning this game
Self medicating and hating myself
Abducating the crown and creating my wealth
Not waiting for help after being let down
Won't back down or crack down so renowned
Another breakdown a take down awake now
For the shake down create sounds
Get baked now explain how I rebound
Drowning in liquor god how i miss her
Tormenting myself lamenting crying for help
Thoughts infesting molesting my health
Protesting the sabotage of my life
Ingesting poison be rid of the strife
Thoughts infesting molesting my health
Protesting the sabotage of my life
Ingesting poison be rid of the strife
I'm splitting again bidding against me
Hitting a wall and drinking again
Wearing thin and hearing these things
Settling in the struggle within
Swinging my moods and healing my wounds
The feelings intrudes i wish to conclude
Diffusing my feud confusing my views
Confusing abuse with love i just want a hug
I need to escape i need to reshape
Need to reframe wish to refrain
Feelings of pain lightening in veins
Wishing i could just shut off my brain
In trouble again and doubling down
It's humbling how I'm struggling now
And juggling thoughts chasing these shots
Erasing my life and bracing for life
But f*ck you I love you I wish I could trust you
No trust in myself and off of the shelf
I'm off of my meds and praying for death
Betraying myself not asking for help
Swaying and straying the strain on my heart
Playing the martyr is making it harder
I'm faking disorder waking up to her
Packing her bags and leaving my world
Tormenting myself lamenting crying for help
Thoughts infesting molesting my health
Testing depleting my strength
Protesting the sabotage of my life
Ingesting poison be rid of the strife
Deserving it too deserving of who
I'm curving you too and swerving into
Oncoming traffic I'm starting to panic
Feeling so manic departing an addict
I split quick and spit wit transmit it
Translate it create it quickly I state it
Becoming sedated outdated I hope to abate it
I f*cking hate it equate it to death
Wishing I could erase my existence
But life is persistant and I am insistent
On winning this game
Self medicating and hating myself
Abducating the crown and creating my wealth
Not waiting for help after being let down
Won't back down or crack down so renowned
Another breakdown a take down awake now
For the shake down create sounds
Get baked now explain how I rebound
Drowning in liquor god how i miss her
Tormenting myself lamenting crying for help
Thoughts infesting molesting my health
Protesting the sabotage of my life
Ingesting poison be rid of the strife
Writer: Abigail Rose
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