Brayell - Call You Lyrics

Said you were considering leaving
But it didn't make a difference to me
Cause I bet you couldn't find yourself a
Nigga that would ride for you and die for you
And love you unconditionally like me
At least, admittedly I've been a bit of a dweeb
Pretending to be considerate of intimacy
But I'm only me on the extended release
Been in a daydream for a week
Remember sittin' in that 83 Porsche seat
My homie said, "I got some break beats for ya"
An 8, she's foreign with a tasty Georgia Peach
I said, "Nah nigga why do you take me for a cheat?"
I need it all, you need it all, we gave three-quarters each
I never preach because I'm human and I stumble and I fall
Sometimes I ask myself the questio, "Do I wanna live at all?" I love you but there's

Too much on my mind, too many things
I have to keep in line, I know it's been a long time
I know it's been a long time
Since I called you, but there's
Too much on my mind, too many feelings
I have to keep inside, I know it's been a long time,
I know it's been a long time (long time since I've called you)
Think I should call you up

They holler bravo, the apollo what my audience in
But still I dropped my heart, it wallows in a bottomless pit
There ain't a model that I follow, been indifferent to debacles
And I feel about as hollow as the bottle I sip
Now you could swallow a __ if you think I'm ridiculous
All of the women commit but dip in the end
They give Indian, always taking back
On the way to other main attractions
If you not a saint or haven't paid your taxes
Got involved, reciprocated mistakes that happened
All my thoughts disintegrate in a vase of ashes
Not their fault I didn't take an evasive action
I'm gone, you could look me in my eyes and see I ain't myself
Think that I'm what y'all created, so I hate myself
But still, yea, why you always stressin' me for time, time
Listen now you best make up your mind, mind
I know I ain't the same, but I've been been trynna change this for you
Know you right here waiting but there's

Too much on my mind, too many things
I have to keep in line, I know it's been a long time
I know it's been a long time
Since I called you, but there's
Too much on my mind, too many feelings
I have to keep inside, I know it's been a long time
I know it's been a long time (long time since I've called you)
Think I should call you up

I got my hands up to the sky, who's to say
If anyone should answer to a god, I'm losing faith
Will I ever have a half a million dollars to my name
And tell me in this chapter do I die or do I stay, do I stay
Oo I got my hands up to the sky, who's to say
If anyone should answer to a god, I'm losing faith
Will I ever have a half a million dollars to my name
And tell me in this chapter do I die or do I stay, do I stay

Too much on my mind, too many things
I have to keep in line, I know it's been a long time
I know it's been a long time
Since I called you, but there's
Too much on my mind, too many feelings
I have to keep inside, I know it's been a long time
I know it's been a long time (long time since I've called you)
Think I should call you up