This datura wasteland
Can't decipher real from fake
Tempted to dive into the lake
Somehow, somewhere...
I need an escape
Mental state completely dilapidated
Wrecked and rotted out
Sick of fighting this bout
Begging to feel the comedown
Time's ticking away
But yet here I lie
Still feeling all the pain
Saying to myself
When do I die?
Everything's spinnin'
Demon finds a way to keep winnin'
I'm heaving, not believing
Pleading for its dismissal
Just awaiting the airborne missile
But then it dawned on me
I forgot the damn pistol
Roots and stems
All the deadly elements
Seemed so innocent
Could've kept me missin' it
Had a deceptive aroma
Lured me inside its trap
Felt like I've been here for days
Could have been hours or minutes
Never-ending madness it is
Old friends visiting me
Deep talks, feels so real
Silhouettes hovering over me
Too much to process, I need to smoke this cigarette
But now I can't even see it
This datura wasteland
Can't decipher real from fake
Tempted to dive into the lake
Somehow, somewhere...
I need an escape
This datura wasteland
Ready for it to end before it began
Inside vents and tunnels
Shadow figures grew
Never failed to discover something new
Yet I didn't know who I was anymore
Questioned my own existence
Sky's falling, spiders crawling
Stared into nothingness
Revolving door of morphing faces
Cries and screams abound
Such a torturous cacophony
While I descended further into this pit of emptiness
The flower lets out its last hiss
Time to say... Goodbye