Bren's Twin - V. Where I Found Myself Lyrics

Now it's clear I'm afraid, my mind moves like a moth and
My thoughts are lice born from the sweat of my sloth
These bugs might bug, but my curse is a cure for me
I'll find myself relaxing beneath a tree
When it's kept and it's safe, I'll move to the old country
And tend to my goats and my chickens and love them
We'll stay alive with our fences surrounding us
And close our eyes to who I never was
When my thoughts and my way have lost all of their form and
My heart sees off-key the melody of a storm
I can hold my kids and hum them lullabies
Reminisce in my naive early cries
When I die bury me with my tattoos still on me and
Send for my friends to tell all our old stories
Flowers will grow colors of peacock feathers and
My blood will all become some pleasant weather
And in the end, I somehow became me
Despite not knowing where I was going to
Even though I understand less each day
I'm glad I'm part of someone's story
And in the end, I somehow became me
Despite not knowing where I was going to
Even though I understand less each day
I'm glad I'm part of someone's story
In which I managed to become me
In which I imagined to become me
In which I managed to become me
In which I imagined to become me
In which I managed to become me
In which I imagined to become me